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The author. Laura, also known as Lorah. Always in a New York state of mind. Nineteen years old, an introvert and idealist by nature. Impulsive, passionate and hopelessly romantic. A lost student trying to live deliberately.

Email: @gmail.com

AIM: by one37

My domain, stayorleave.org, is named after a Dave Matthews song from his solo album, "Some Devil." This journal was created in January of 2007. Best viewed in Mozilla Firefox.

Layout was made in Adobe Photoshop 7.0 with a photograph taken by me in December 2005 at a Dave Matthews Band concert. Resources: 1, 2.

Ellie, Yajaira

April 3, 2007

Give me something to believe in.

Well, I think Richmond has officially severed me from itself. I can no longer access my SpiderMail account, which is somewhat annoying since I’ve been keeping in touch with a few of my old professors that way.

I am feeling awfully anxious and melancholy today. I need a lot of things: money to pay my debts, a college to call my own, a definite date for Rob’s formal and most importanly, summer time. These things cannot come soon enough.

Sometimes I wonder why I bother reaching out to people when they don’t even want to humor me. I am naive for thinking all individuals desire my company. I’m tired of having fair-weather friends.

Laura, 12:40 pm

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