Author
Laura, also known as Lorah. Always in a New York state of mind. Nineteen years old, an introvert and idealist by nature. Impulsive, passionate and hopelessly romantic. A lost student trying to live deliberately.

Contact
Email: @gmail.com
AIM: by one37

Journal
My domain, stayorleave.org, is named after a Dave Matthews song from his solo album, "Some Devil." This journal was created in January of 2007. Best viewed in Mozilla Firefox.
Layout was made in Adobe Photoshop 7.0 with a photograph taken by me in December 2005 at a Dave Matthews Band concert. Resources: 1, 2.

Admired

It’s been a long time since my last entry.
Not much has occurred since the last time I wrote. Most of last week was spent at home in bed. For some strange reason, I had an allergic reaction to [insert unknown thing here], which resulted in days covered in hives. It was actually pretty terrible.
I’ve felt somewhat empty recently and I am not sure why. Perhaps it’s because I feel as if I haven’t been living as deliberately or carefree as desired. I see Rob enough when he isn’t busy, but I have hardly visited with Rich and Nick. What happened to just getting together and doing something enjoyable? Isn’t that what summer is for? Living easy, doing things that we wouldn’t while at school? I can’t wait to go to Alabama. Maybe I need to get away from this small town existence for a while.